Thank you, all!

Holidays are here! Well, actually they already are for a week. But I'm just late blogging it to you. It's been a weird year. I'm not so sure if I really liked it. For the first time, I did good in school, I did great as the matter of facts. I even worked hard. Which has as a result me passing the year easily! But was/is it satisfying? Up to a certain point, yeah it was/is. My parents are really proud. I finally got good notes, less stress...

But for dancing it wasn't a good year. Not at all. You probably think I'm exaggerating. Well maybe you're right, maybe I am. But it hurts so freaking much. I found the love of my life, I can not explain the joy it brought, you'd have to experience it.

Then there's friends. How does one live without friends? I know I can't, I couldn't ever. So all of you guys reading this, whether your a close friend or not, thanks, I appreciate you all.

I wasn't in the same class as two of my closest friends this year. We didn't get to spend much time together, we're always busy with school, and we have other things after school too. And at weekends, we could barely spend any time together either. We got less close. It's hard to see, but I think we did. I still love you guys só much, and we have all the time in the world to spend together now! Thank you sweethearts, we didn't get much time to spend together, but we're still together. Our friendship has been strong enough to make it through the year.

I got a new friend this year too, but I also lost her. That's part my fault and I guess I didn't want or could see that. We're just too different, I guess. We could have endless discussions, argues over the littlest thing. I think we really misunderstood each other all the time. We're oke now, but it's not the way it used to be. I'm not going to name any name, but this person knows if this is her I'm talking about. I really wanna say; Thanks for the great time we had, and thanks for the things we've been through together!

Thanks to every one, supporting me through this year. Understanding me/ Trying to understand me when something was wrong, thanks to all.

I'm going to have a wonderful summer now, and I hope you are too.

Take my doubts away

I wonder

why is it so hard on me right now

Is it really you

Or is this just about other things

Why doesn't my feeling express in words

So I'd know

stolen bb and stuff

Hello you guys! I haven't been blogging for a while. I don't know why that is. But anyway, quite some things have happend. Somebody stole my BB, like a month ago or something, but I still miss it. I don't understand that, thought I'd get used to it... But I didn't.
I went to the city with a friend of mine, Mara. And we were in a store, suddenly my bag was open, I looked in it and then realised my phone was gone... At first I couldn't believe it. I had to get out all of my stuff first to see it was true. I had walked around in the city first, calling. So they must have seen that, and then maybe followed me or something. I can vaguely remember when me and my friend were in a store, I was trying to find my size at a pair of shorts, and two women stood behind me really close. I remember thinking 'Oh just wait a fiew seconds, I'm not going to leave any faster because you're pushing it!', but at that moment I really just didn't assume they were going to steal my phone. Well maybe they werent stealing it, ofcourse I can't just go around blaming them... I do think they had a lot of clothing hanging on their arms, perhaps so people couldn't see what they were doing.
Anyway, done with that. I feel like doing something! Saturdaynight again. But there is no one to do something with. I could study, 'cause I have a test week this week. And after that, the moment we have all been waiting for: Summer Holidays! There hasn't been any year so far that I have been longing for the summer holidays so much! And they're almost there now. Hooooow I can't believe it. No that's not true I can. because I think about it so much. The weather doesn't really seem to understand what time of the year it is though, it's grey and cloudy almost every day. Hellooooo we're in June! Well today the weather was good though, but I didn't go outside, because I was trying to study. I didn't do all that much, but I do think it was the first time in my life I didn't just study one day before the test. But two days ;p! Anyway it is an acomplishement. If that's how you write it, I don't care, again. No I do as the matter of facts. Imagine that maybe I'll get in a situation some day and I do need to know, in an essay or something, and I can't look it up! Crap, now I forgot the translation in Dutch for acomplishement. Oh there it is! Acomplishment. Almost had it. I could have known that e wansn't supposed to be there. Dude why do I write uninteresting stuff like this ;p. Hahah my readers, which are like, 2 or something, are probably very bored by reading this. So I will spare you my nonsense for tonihgt!
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